Friday, January 22, 2010

Don't be mad...

But I'm not weighing in today.

I just know I'm gonna get a snappy message from Kyra when she reads this, lol. I have some very good reasons for this. First of all, today is my last full day at this job and I have a TON of work to do, so I got here really really early. My best bud Candy is having kind of a bad week, and I was not going to bother her at 4 a.m. when I woke up. I know she loves me and would have put up with me, but I don't think I even love myself enough to not be annoyed at 4 a.m., haha. So, I'm going to wait until next Friday. This is a very good lesson in self control, I know it is, but I am on pins and needles wanting to know if I've lost. But, like my post said yesterday, it is getting easier. This is the last week of January (can you believe another month is almost gone!?) and I am going to make it count!! I really want to weigh in next Friday at 185 or less. 185 is the end of my BMI being in an obese category, so it will be a big step if I can get there. So...sorry folks, hold on to next Friday.

So, instead of a new weigh in number, I am going to post a couple of pictures and say some great things that I have experienced this last week. After all, a number on the scale isn't the only thing we are working for (at least that is what I keep telling myself.)

First up, here are two pics of me.
The one on the left was me at 200ish pound on 1/1/2010
The one on the right was taken yesterday, 1/21/2010, weight unknown.

I just have to remind myself that I am not at the end of the journey when I look at this picture. But I am on the downside of the mountain, so that is good.
I'm not wearing the same outfit, so let me recap some differences that I know are happening you may not be able to see..

1. My face, I can even see it in these pictures there is a difference there.
2. My skin has been really radiant lately.
3. So has my hair!
4. My arms are smaller, again, harder to see here. Maybe I should take a pic of me flexing, lol.
5. My roll is smaller. The pants I'm wearing in the picture on the left fit much easier than they did on 1/1.
6. And finally, and sorry if this is TMI, but last night when my husband and I were doing what husbands and wives do best, lol....He stopped and was like, "WTF is going on with your ribs?" I was alarmed and asked what was wrong. He exclaimed, "I can feel them. I can feel your ribs. I've never ever felt them before." So yeh, that was pretty cool.

Okay, well, I am going to get some work done. I'm pretty sure I'll be posting up again later.

Have a great day!
Olivia

9 comments:

  1. Well let me first start off by saying.......... you never bother me, and you know I am usually up. Besides it's not like your at my house at 4 or anything (I wouldn't mind that either) (=

    I do understand the whole not weighing yourself thing. I think that is good for you. Besides I like the idea of posting the pictures. I can really see a difference. I have noticed it more in your clavicle area as well (=

    Keep it up my dear.... you are getting there!

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  2. Ok- first of all- you are BEAUTIFUL! And if you don't want to weigh in today, that's okay- as long as it's not because you are trying to avoid something then you're good!

    Keep it up deary!

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  3. wow you look great, you definitely lost :)

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  4. You are looking smaller , especially hips down in your latest photo. good for you on not weighing and looking at other aspects of your progress.....

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  5. You are making good progress, and I'm proud of you for that!

    Secretia

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  6. I can certainly see a difference in the pics - you are doing great!

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  7. You're beautiful!!! Love that you're working so hard.

    It takes a special kind of person to open up and become so vulnerable to all of us strangers... that, alone, is a huge success!

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