Friday, December 18, 2009


That is right, I feel victorious over one single day....and it feels GREAT!

Food for today:
Cheese Stick - 60 Calories
Coffee w/Creamer - 125 Calories
Salad - 150 Calories
Chips - 130 Calories
Hot Chocolate - 50 Calories
Dinner - 500 Calories
Peanut Butter/Celery - 200 Calories

Total - 1215 Calories

And, I ran 2 miles. :)

So yeh, feel pretty awesome...but very sleepy. Will write more tomorrow.

Waking UP

Have you ever had one of those days where you just wake up? Where you say, 'WTF have I been DOING!?" It is like you were under a fog or something, or even under the influence of drugs. I have a week every month (ladies, you know what I'm talking about) where I seem to get lost, and the day I finally wake up feels soooooo good! It also makes me feel ashamed, but I'm not gonna waist my time dwelling on that.

Talked to Candice today, and she told me it has been 60 days since she binged or overate. Holy COW! SIXTY DAYS! That is such a HUGE accomplishment. She just keeps going, and she is seeing those results. I have to admit I'm jealousy, but here's a little secret...jealousy is great fuel for a fat person like myself :) It really makes me get my butt in gear.

I will write more later today, I PROMISE! But, I just wanted to get that out there.

Don't give up on me world,
but even if you do,
I'm not going to give up on myself.